I have the blahs!!
Come on ladies, you know what i am talking about the days where you just don't want to do anything or talk to anyone- ignore all responsibility and obligations and just kinda vege around.
That's me today! Well me all week actually!
I know some of you are going to get mad with what I am about to say BUT...
I am dreading turning nineteen and i don't know why. It just doesn't matter to me. Wahoo I am legal, ,but who cares? Not this girl! Nope I don't care about alcohol that will just make me forget what i did that night, drugs that will kill many many valuable brain cells, or smoking that will send me to my grave that much earlier. NO THANK YOU! I can't explain it I am just not looking forward to it, so no one mention it on Friday...it's not happening. :) :)
I am not getting older!
I am NOT nineteen!
I am just a kid, who has never been hurt, never experienced anything yet, I am not about to embarke on life on my own. NOPE !!.. YET sadly I am! But I know that without the experiences I have had thus far in life I would not be the person I am today, and I would not be going in the same direction I am today! And I have so much more to experience, and yes more hurt! yay..haha but lots of good stuff too!
God has my life all mapped out and the mystery of not knowing the next turn is the way it is supposed to be. So even though I am complaining I am truly blessed and I going to take this next chapter of life positively!
2 comments:
Who's turning 19 on Friday?
YOU ARE!!
& even though you may not feel like celebrating, or being one year older (though 19 seems great to me right now HAHA... I am an old bird in comparison) people want to celebrate and thank God for bringing you into this world on Friday -- because you are such a beautiful woman, and a great friend. So, feel good about Friday -- because it's the day that God said "hmm, I am going to create someone REAL special today!!"
Wish I could be there... eat a piece of cake for me though!!
I love you...
19 was a life time ago for me.
I still remember the day you were born. For months afterwards I would stare at you for hours on end as I held you in my arms... I was overwhelmed to have my gorgeous baby girl!
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