Christmas!

What is your favourite part of christmas? Definitely the fact that everyone has to be happy whether they like it or not!! NO hum bugs allowed! And of course seeing how blessed i am and blessing others! 

What is your favourite memory of Christmas? those cold nights when you are all snuggled up in a blanket sipping hot chocolate and talking with friends and family...getting all pumped for the season!! 

Have you ever had a white Christmas? You would think that since we live in Canada we get white Christmas's every year but sadly that is not always the case :( But yes over the last 20 years I have seen a quite a few white dec 25ths!

What is your fav holiday dish? I really don't know..I think  i just like the baking! yumm! 

What kind of Christmas tree do you have? A fake one and a fake tacky one PLUS i have a mini tree of my own I put in my room!

Do you go to Christmas parties? I sure do! All the regular ones but this year Jenna and I are having a TACKY CHRISTMAS PARTY! yay!

Fav song of the season? What child is this it is such a beautiful song!

Do you still get a stocking? sure do! 

Are you excited for Christmas? what kind of a question is this! I have been excited for it since December 26th of last year :)

Blah..

I have the blahs!!

Come on ladies, you know what i am talking about the days where you just don't want to do anything or talk to anyone- ignore all responsibility and obligations and just kinda vege around. 

That's me today! Well me all week actually!  

I know some of you are going to get mad with what I am about to say BUT...

I am dreading turning nineteen and i don't know why. It just doesn't matter to me. Wahoo I am legal, ,but who cares? Not this girl! Nope I don't care about alcohol that will just make me forget what i did that night, drugs that will kill many many valuable brain cells, or smoking that will send me to my grave that much earlier. NO THANK YOU!  I can't explain it I am just not looking forward to it, so no one mention it on Friday...it's not happening. :) :)

I am not getting older!

I am NOT nineteen!

I am just a kid, who has never been hurt, never experienced anything yet, I am not about to embarke on life on my own. NOPE !!.. YET sadly I am! But I know that without the experiences I have had thus far in life I would not be the person I am today, and I would not be going in the same direction I am today! And I have so much more to experience, and yes more hurt! yay..haha but lots of good stuff too! 

God has my life all mapped out and the mystery of not knowing the next turn is the way it is supposed to be. So even though I am complaining I am truly blessed and I going to take this next chapter of life positively!